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« Reply #15 on Sept 21, 2008, 2:28pm » | ![[Quote]](http://s4.images.proboards.com/buttons/quote.gif) |
I Guess I Have One Use: Apparently I'm not completely useless as Furan seems to think. He's always telling me I can't fight. Of course I can't. They send elves after me. How am I supposed to fight magika when I can't use it myself? I bet I could kick his ass in a fight (If he weren't a slave and didn't use magika....).
I can't cook. That's a well known fact though. I don't have the patience or attention span. This one doesn't really bother me...
My choice of weaponry is obsolete. If I shoot him again he won't say my gun's obsolete and,if I really wanted to,I could hit him between the eyes with my knife....s. I'm not going to stop using a gun just because he says it's useless. I've known how to use a gun,any kind,since I was six years old. (My mother was that kind of woman.) My father said be nice...Well,this bullet would be nice;In you head. (That was violent...I'm sorry.)
I seem to be slow to him. I walk at my own pace! My pace just happens to be a bit slower than some people. I'm not going to speed up when I have no need for it.
I can't drive,can't forget that. In fact,I can. I just hate it. You have to focus and there's all this noise.
I do have one use though. I keep him alive. He's always telling me how if I die,he dies. That seems to be my only use to him. "Don't get yourself killed,Bastard Master. If you die,I die." I've heard that so many times. Everytime hurts just like the last time. No matter how much he says it,it hurts just the same.
Is that the only reason he cares about me? Because I keep him alive?
Then,he calls me bastard master half of the time. I didn't choose to have him as my slave. If it was up to me,I'd free him and let him go off alone. He seems to want to do that anyway. Am I really that hard to live with? I don't do much or say much. So, why am I bastard master? My name is Edward. It's not a good name but it's my name.
I think he does it on purpose...He likes trying to annoy me. He just doesn't seem to realize the annoyance I show is pain from him thinking of me like that.
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« Reply #16 on Oct 24, 2008, 7:27pm » | |
We Need To Talk:
I'm not athiest... People assume that I am after all that has happened to me. I can understand. Most people who have gone through all that I have would reject God. I don't. I'm not affiliated with any particular church and I haven't read the Bible since I was a kid.
I don't know why...But I decided to go to a church today. Furan was with that Yennaki and I had nothing better to do.
I sat down in the back and just stared at the altar. The priest didn't ask question,though he knew who I was.
When I was a kid I used to pray every night before bed with my brother. I haven't prayed in so long... I wanted to talk to God but I was afraid because we haden't spoken in so long. I decided to try. I didn't kneel down or change position. I just started praying. I asked God to forgive me for everything I've done and that...When I die and go to hell,that I can see my family just one more time. I don't know if he heard me but...I felt lighter.
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« Reply #17 on Nov 9, 2008, 8:06pm » | |
I Like Watching The Puddles Gather Rain:
On rainy days...I like to go and sit in the park. Furan says I'll get sick and die (and of course he reminds me if I die he dies). I just give him as much of a smile as I can manage and leave anyway.
I know he's followed me a few times. I'm not as stupid as he seems to think. It must be pretty boring...Just watching me sit on a bench staring at the gathering puddles. I wonder...If he realizes that I use those days to reflect. Why in the rain? So no one can see me cry.
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« Reply #18 on Apr 6, 2009, 6:30pm » | |
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(This is a special edition of Ed's journal-thingy. Hand-written byh the man himself. In case you can't read these:
The little teardrop shaped things are wierd little Furan-ear doodles, the writing at the bottom corner are (my idea) Esmerra for...You don't need to know. ^_-
And his to do list is as follow:
Eat
Sleep 8hr+
Medication
Report to Mother
Finish book
Pay rent
Pay elec[tricity]
That's right....He'd rather pay bills than go to Mother. )
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